camelsandfriends
February 18th
I am deeply saddened to tell you that Mormor
the ostrich has passed away. Words cannot describe how devastated I am.
Raising ostrich chicks are very difficult, but raising him with his
crippling disability was even tougher. I was always concerned he would
not survive onto adulthood, but I started becoming more optimistic as he
was just over nine months when he passed.
For those that don't
know, Mormor developed incorrectly within his egg. He was positioned
wrong, causing his spine to twist inward. During the first few weeks of
raising him the kinked neck was barely noticeable, but progressed to the
point that his normal activities became difficult.
He could not
reach to properly groom himself and I assisted him by hand. He also
recently became unable to eat directly from the feeding tray, which was
replaced successfully with a raised feeder.
I believe he was
happy despite his crippling disability and I can only be grateful he was
able to experience nine peaceful months of life. I purchased my ostrich
chicks from a production ranch that sells for slaughter, so he most
certainly would have been immediately culled.
But I am still in
shock from the experience of finding him dead out in the pasture at
their routine first feeding. When I saw him not moving on the ground I
knew at once he was gone. It was a horrible feeling. He was my baby that
I raised from a small ten inch chick to a six foot tall massive bird. I
watched them closely like my own children and it kills me that he died
despite my best efforts.
Upon examining him, he died of a broken
neck, which I imagine could have happened with the slightest misstep. It
is still difficult for me to write this and it has been a few days
since his passing.
Sniper (his ostrich companion) seemed
distressed at first, but once I removed Mormor out of sight, he had
calmed down and is now flocking closely with the emu. I do believe that
Sniper would benefit from a same species companion, but unfortunately it
is not hatching time and aside from that a similar age or a few month
old chick would be a more ideal match. Regrettably, I know of none, but
I'm keeping a close watch. I never agree with keeping social species
alone, but the emu surrogates should be helpful for him now.
I am
so sorry to tell you all this, I loved him very much. I could cry again
just thinking about it, but I know with raising animals there will
always be heartbreak. Only 10% of ostrich chicks make it to five months
old and with his birth defect I should have prepared myself better
emotionally.
I took him to be cremated, so that he can have a proper resting place.
I
will continue my search for a suitable mate for Sniper, but because of
their high mortality rate, ostriches around Sniper's age are quite
expensive. With the fencing paddocks I am currently constructing it may
be some time before I can afford to purchase one if I cannot find one
for adoption (which is unlikely).
Thank you for joining me on
this journey of raising Mormor and Sniper, it's been some of the most
challenging yet rewarding experience since I began working with animals.
Ostriches are very special and Mormor was no exception.
Rest in
peace now, you beautiful soul. I am so sorry there was nothing i could
do for you. I would do anything to go back to when he was still in the
egg and just maybe tipping it slightly in another direction could have
allowed for proper development.
Please keep Sniper in your thoughts, they were very close. I think Fig and Kabul will help to care for him in the mean time.
Goodbye, Mormor, you were loved by many.
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